Life gave me a story, and I wrote a diary… | by Zara Taurus | Jul, 2025
Now you can flip through the book about it all.
Hi,
my name is Zara Taurus. I’m a psychologist. And a woman who stopped staying quiet.
I carry the DNA of cold Northern Europe – but now I live on the East Coast of the US.
You’ll understand why soon enough.
I’m writing the erotic novel of my life.
Not metaphorically. Literally.
My diary started falling apart – the truth burned through it.
It turned into a story.
Sometimes soft. Sometimes rough. Always real.
Because what’s more raw than desire you actually felt?
Each chapter comes from real emotions.
From thoughts I shouldn’t have said out loud.
From nights that didn’t start as love – and didn’t end in regret.
No, it’s not porn.
But it often ends the same way. Just deeper. And more honest.
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What is this all about?
The story’s already written. I lived it.
The plot is set.
But I’m shaping it into something more than just a diary.
A story that might touch you – in more ways than one.
That’s why I started this blog.
Here on Medium, I’ll be posting short summaries of each chapter, which I publish every Sunday (early access on Thursdays for premium).
I can’t afford a printed edition yet – but I want to release it into the world like this first. Raw. Alive. Imperfect.
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This isn’t a pity story. It’s rebellion.
This isn’t some sugarcoated tale.
Don’t expect a girl sipping coffee and finding herself.
This is a story about a woman who finally took control of her life.
And what happens when you stop playing by the rules.
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Why erotica? Because I live it.
The whole book has a soft erotic current. Because that’s who I am.
I’m not afraid of sexuality – I speak about it openly.
Some chapters include “red pages” – an extra section where I describe the most intimate scenes in the rawest possible way.
Like you’re actually there.
Perfect for a night with a partner… or when you’re alone and don’t want to be.
But if you don’t want to read them? That’s fine too.
You won’t miss any key plot. Just a bit of heat.
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I’d love for you to be part of this.
Every Sunday, one new chapter summary. One more touch. One more step inside.
Welcome to my world.
🖋 Zara
