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Aku mau jujur. Beberapa bulan terakhir ini, ada sesuatu yang menggerogoti aku dari dalam. Sesuatu yang gelap, yang

An actual message sent to someone who was lived with, but will not be named

(TRIGGER WARNING!!!)

I’m sorry, ███, but I can’t deal with all of this anymore. It isn’t just the rules, it’s the emotionally neglectful behavior that

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Kuşlar 🦢 benden erken uyanmıştı yine. Oysa ben sabah namazına kalkmayı “bir kahramanlık sahnesi” gibi hayal ederdim. O sabah da, battaniyeyi üzerimden atarken içimden bir ses “Biraz daha yat, Allah affeder” diyordu; ama sonra dedem’in sesi yankılandı kulağımda:

“Oğlum,

Tepat satu bulan setelah tugas sekaligus kontrak kerjaku sebagai editor di IOU berakhir. Untuk menggantikan tenggat waktu

A Memoir of Love, Loss, and Silent Acceptance

Ever since you left, my life has felt hollow – as if all meaning drained out of every breath.

There are still

A few days ago, a neighbourhood cat brought four tiny white kittens to our house and kept them under our bed.

She made herself at home, resting, feeding and moving in and out like she belonged here.

We didn’t mind.