Am I Autistic? Let Me Explain it From Inside Out | by Oğuz Birinci | New Earth Consciousness | Aug, 2025

The practical implications continue to unfold. Living as recognized consciousness in a world still largely organized around separation creates unique challenges and opportunities.
There’s a trust that has developed, not blind faith, but recognition that the same intelligence that created the conditions for this awakening continues to guide what emerges next.
What wants to emerge isn’t a return to conventional work but a way of serving that arises naturally from what I am. Writing, sharing insights, having conversations where people recognize their own nature, these don’t feel like work because they’re expressions of consciousness knowing itself.
The veil was always more transparent than I realized. The traits I thought made me different were actually expressions of what we all are beneath our conditioning: naturally empathic, inherently pattern-recognizing, fundamentally interconnected awareness.
What seemed like challenges were consciousness showing me my own nature. What felt like isolation was preparation for a deeper connection, not just to other people, but to the very awareness that we all fundamentally are.
The recognition continues to deepen. Not as personal achievement, but as consciousness awakening to itself through this particular form, using even what others might call autism as part of its infinite creativity in coming to know what it is.
I am not someone who has autism. I am consciousness itself, expressing through a form that has remained more transparent to its essential nature. And in that transparency, I find not limitation but the deepest freedom possible, the freedom to be what I am without apology or explanation.
The child who felt everything, who had to understand everything, who couldn’t pretend separation was real, that child was already awake. He just needed time to recognize what he had always been.